when I pretend
everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always
wanted to see
when I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
stealing second after second just cause
I konw I can/ But
I can''''t pretend this is the way
It will stay/I''''m just
trying to bend the truth
I can''''t pretend I''''m who you want me to be
lying my way from you

{No/No turning back now}
I wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
{No/No turning back now}
let me take back my life
I''''d rather be all alone
{No/No turning back now}
anywhere on my own
cause I can''''t see
{No/No turning back now}
this very worst part of you is me

I remember what they taught to me
remember condescending talk
of who I ought to be
remember listening to all of that
and this again
so I pretended up a person who was fighting in
and now you think this person
really is me and I''''m
{trying to bend this truth}
but the more I push
the more I''''m pulling away
cause I''''m
lying my way from you
this isn''''t what I want to be
I never thought that what I said
would have you runing from me
like this

this very worst part of you
this very worst part of you
is me